Update
Ammi, I am starting to see that in motherhood, navigating the relationship with the husband is a tough part. I know you failed in it so not going to ask for any tips on it. Steve went outside for a walk with the baby and the tenant, Angel. I kept thiniking should I be worried? Be jealous? Is he cheating on me? Then I realized, let it be. Like honestly it's his life. I can't control it. Even if he cheats, he is not a bad man. He does have so many issues. That's the thing about dating a white man. Like they have so many issues, mainly caused by their families due to lack of love and attention given. I am raising our baby to be different. I give him so much love and attention. He is always with me. Even on the days I go to work, I come back early to attend to him. The best part in my life is our baby. He changed my entire world. I often wondered how you may have felt when you had aiya after trying so hard to conceive. Well now he is in rehab. His life is almost destroyed. I am...