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So I rescheduled the exam because I can't have a babysitter alone at the house while Steve goes to Mua Thai. Steve said he wont facilitate for me to do the exam. He will only help with the deposition coming up. I postponed the exam by a week. It's ok. I get more time to prepare. Not that it matters. But I want Steve to be at home when the babysitter is here. I am terrified or something bad happening to the baby. I don't trust anyone else with the baby except Steve. I need to do this exam and be done with it. Hvae been preparing for it since last year. Like so tired. Wanna finish it off. I wish SSteve helps but he is mad I am deprioritizing the baby :( I have anxiety issues growing up alone. I am so scared of losing it all and being with a baby alone with no money. I am so scared of everyone around me dying and just being left alone with no help or support. Thats why I am doing this exam. I have faced death twice in my life now. I work like hell because I am so scared of fai...